To The Girl I Like

I tried to make this short, and understandable for others to read. It’s not perfect.

I am writing this to let you know my feelings for you. I've been holding my feelings back from you because I’m not sure what will happen to our friendship. I know I may not ever show my feelings, but that’s because I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable around me if you didn’t feel the same way. In a non-creepy way, I think about you a lot when we’re apart. As time went on the feelings just got stronger and stronger and I think it’s time I’d break out from my shell and flesh out my feelings. I might not seem to care. I just want you to know that I think you’re the most beautiful girl in the world, more than just a pretty face and body.  I care a lot about you, and I’m here for you always whether we are just friends or more. Even as the World doesn’t always give you what you want, God has a plan for us, as he is guiding everyone through life.

We rarely get to hang out besides with a group of our friends.
It’s been some of the most fun I’ve had with another person in a very long time. I am really enjoying your company even if I may not always show it.

You don’t know this about me yet, but I’m not too great at the whole relationship thing; it scares me. The reason I have yet to make a move of any real consequence is because, well, I’m not really sure what to do. I realize you're not here to find a Boyfriend, and I am not here to move too quickly on certain things, I like to take it slow, and steady.

So, you may ask, if I’m comfortable being just friends, why risk ruining it? Well, who really wants to just be comfortable? I mean, what if there’s more? What if you share that feeling I get just from looking into your eyes when we talk? What if you’re just not sure if I share it? Well, I do. I have been procrastinating for a while as I watched from the sidelines, but I know I am more ready now that other things have moved on. When I’m around you, I feel free and relaxed. Where you are, is where I want to be. When we leave, I start getting separation anxiety when we don’t hug it out and say goodbye. I think of texting, and Facebooking you, but then I remember that it’s really cheesy and I should be saying this stuff when we are together in person, but it’s difficult when we as of late have been limited to once a week, and a few hours at that. I don’t want to pile up extra stress or pressure to your assumingly busy schedule being a substitute teacher for days and hours a week at a school named after a Soccer Sponsor. I looked at their website out of curiosity, and it seems like a cool place to be. I felt it would be intrusive to ask about your Hours so I am taking upon my assumptions. Seeing that you may be tired after that, I’ve cut weekdays off for your availability so I would send out an invite on days I am sure you’re freer.

I know that feelings aren’t always mutual and that attraction is a tricky science. So, don’t take pity on me. If you don’t feel the same way, just say so; we can be friends. Having a smart, attractive and funny girl in my life is something I would enjoy having, no matter the relationship’s label. It’s awesome enough we’re all together at Crossroads.

The way we worked as a team during game nights, sitting together at lunch, and just having good times together with friends. I look forward to all those good moments. I guess some people would call that love, but I don’t want to go that far. All I know is that I like you honestly and innocently, and I want to know you more. I like your Style.

I would like to take you out on a Date. This awesome restaurant I started working at a few weeks ago has great food, a wonderful, peaceful environment, great staff, a full bar, awesome seating area, plus it’s clean and I get a %25 Discount on all my Food. The Place is called “Dettera” and it’s located in Ambler, among the Main Strip of shops and other places to eat. I have a Card for you that you can check it out, but trust me when I say it’s good. I was thinking either Monday Night, or Tuesday before Crossroads… What day works better for you? We can also catch a Movie at the Ambler Theater which is across the street. Either way, you’ll be getting a good meal, and hopefully a good time at minimum. I hope you’ll say yes, and we can get this show on the road!

Update: Been listening to Sam Hunt Music... I liked this so much I put a Link here.
http://www.explainedlyrics.com/sam-hunt-take-your-time-lyrics/