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March 13, 2014

Thursday

I haven’t written here in 45 days… hello to the one person who reads my blog… me… lol . In Summary, I am still learning IT, 90% of the Snow has melted, spring is around the corner, and things are looking up and moving forward to my knowledge. Even if I am having a ton of struggles with certain things on my face or issues in my life, I am still alive and well enough to deal with them. They are getting replaced within a week so hopefully that should fix or at least help the problems so I can see clearly without any slippage or looseness. Someone out there loves me unconditionally even if I cuss at him or say bad things.  Some things just aren’t meant to work out. The things I am pursuing aren’t giving me my opportunities to go after them because they rarely come. blah blah blah… I might start writing in this again… if I have time, and patience… I’ve been neglecting the daily E Mails in my Inbox… oh and I updated the Mac’s in our House to Mac OSX Mavericks… I like it so far. Had Pizza, Cake, Beer, Scones, other freebies… laffy taffy and such… and mints lots and lots of peppermints… in my Tea… That is all. I bid you good day! 

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March 20, 2014

Thursday

Got new Glasses today. So far, they suck.
However, they fit better now, and no more clicking!
There are already a pair of scratches on both lenses.
But I shall carry on till my head explodes.
Since I see them every single time I clean, I know that they are there and its gonna get irritating till I break down a change them. However,  I think they still beat out the other pair's vision, and has less scratches than before... other than that Ifter thoroughly adjusting the handles and notepads to my comfort lever I would say this is wearable and it works but not as good as it should... its only been half a day... I'm either gonna wait for my Eyes to adjust and if they don't and its really bad mentally or physically,  I will return with the news and hopefully they can fix it to the way it works which is how it should... and comfortably for me to wear wih minimum complaints and kvetching.  Today is the first few days of spring   so i'm happy it's at least getting warm and staying warm over here and not just in the tropics of Florida or warm sunny California,  where the majority of the youtube population resides, by the youtube space in LA... that is all for today.  The weekend is here! :-D

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March 25, 2014

Tuesday

Hmmmmm…. March 25th… I guess I’ll update myself by keeping a log. Here on my Blog. My Glasses are better, the nose pads are good on the left side, not on the right. The Lenses are still scratched up… even more after the nice lady at the Vision Center cleaned them up the way she thought was right… she used an old cleaning cloth which created more thin lines. Now my right eye is bothering me and it keeps on blinking trying to focus and be comfortable but it is not able to very easily but I am dealing with that at least until the new ones come in. I spent a few hours doing research and lots of time over there in the office trying to show them the scratches (that came with the lens by the way) but no matter what, they didn’t see it, even with the flashlight technique… the room there is very lit and even I couldn’t see the scratches on there… I called back later in the day and explained more in detail trying to be as kind, honest, and calm as possible… in the end it worked… now I just have to find something to fix this damn frame so the nose pads fit, and the frame fits on my nose without me having to shove it down… so far I have a little bit of both, but I can kinda see clearly out of them… having them straight without the pads floating and moving whenever I raise my eyebrows is the next step… I’ve moved them in and out in almost every which way that is possible… I just can’t get both and I need help… My last pair had that problem too, but this one feels worse… but at least I can still see clearly, or even clearer than before… but honestly, I don’t really remember how it was before, but its was painless, and I withstood it for the entire month…. all this new stuff and I aren’t exactly getting along the way we should. it was a bad relationship from the start.  But at least they’re not clicking or moving around violently if they are a bit loose. They are stronger, and the handles are straight and not loose… the other frame had a big fall whist I was cooking, I touched a hot surface, and my hand went and whacked my right side and then they fell to the ground and after that the lens was loose and that’s when the eye pain started to happen… on that good old sunday afternoon right after this meeting at Church, where we met a missionary and had a free lunch there with friends. Since then, my Eye has not been the same. The new lady at the wal mart vision center actually called my old doctor to see what was going on but I told her I’ve already been checked and I know exactly what the logical problem with these glasses are… in the end, I won. I had a really compelling argument… they probably thought I was a little crazy, but this one is a daily irritant that dosen’t go away even when I’m heavily distracted, its always gonna be there… I have to wait a week…. back to the lab with me!  Other things going on are that I have about 3 weeks of class left, and I am getting really good at IT and other techie stuff. I am happy that I am learning and progressing in my field. I am proud of myself for doing most of the work on my own with a little help from my mom and my good friend Steve… hopefully I’ll get a good grade, pass the class, get a certification and find myself some sort of job or internship that I can take part of that is local and convenient for me. Other than that it decided to snow again tonight, but its only 32 Degrees, and its going to get warmer on wednesdays so I consider it pleasant, and gone. The Weather this Winter is crazy.  On a Tangent… I got a Mattress Pad for my bed to protect it from the nasty brown dirty stuff that has accumulated of the years from my dirtiness and sweat that has flowed directly from my sheets, the the white cover on the bottom… so far i’m getting used to it and its comfy, like an added pillow underneath by body… I like it… on another tangent, My friends mom called me today to help her out… I went over and took pics of furniture and then we took them to the Photo Center, and proceeded to the bank where I had received my $20 payment… Money is Money… and the drive was short and easy… I took it happily. Blah Blah Blah. I am done. Good Bye for now.

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April 9, 2014

Wednesday

Got 2 / 3 new Glasses today. That’s two Thirds, or one Pair. So far its too early to know if  there will work in the long run or not. But we shall see. I am documenting this… Switched from my Backup pair. While I was on that pair I got sick and had a two day anxiety attack, and a personal attack… not good NOT GOOOOD.

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April 17, 2014

Thursday

Update Update Update! Hello Blog readers how are you? … okay nobody is gonna read this… lol anyways Positive notes are as following… I may have a job at a donation packing center given my Urine test passes… i’ve taken two and both times my Pee has come out clear. its annoying to go any come back because of all the water I drink or don’t drink. A lot of time is spent wasted going and coming back there… Positivity 2… I’ve gotten used to my Glasses but unfortunately the left side isn’t exactly strong enough because I can’t see out of it… I went back to the eye doctor and she said it was normal, my eye wasn’t straining like I told her and that “It’s all in my head” which I found to be complete bullshit… I payed them $50 to fix it, not make it worse… when they cleaned it today I got home and there were scratches all over the left lens that weren’t coming off making things worse and more irritating on top of what was already there bothering me in the first place… now both sides are scratched and messed up… she must have done something more in that little room that they have underneath that microscope because it took her a while to come back out… That was another bad experience, they have done this before when they cleaned them. They used force and rubbed against the Glass with their Cloth not gently assuming there was something on the lens, but that wasn’t it… when I got them they were okay… even with the 2 / 3 , now that they’re more scratched up, they are progressively irritating and consistently annoying. Every time I go to clean them now I see the scratched up part and it only aggravates me more... First only one Eye bothered me a little but now both bother me, the medicine contrbuited to some but I was feeling sick before that. Positivity 3… Got done with the course I was taking at Montco… all the tests and stuff are done and the Comp Tia Test is already set and paid for… Hopefully I will land the job and be able to regain the money that I had lost doing stupid things… other than that it got warm, but now its cold again… I had a cold but most of it went away. I am starting to take half tablets of lexapro for my depression and anxiety… hopefully that will help… but it won’t fix the fence like lines on my Glasses which are super annoying  because I can see them all the time wether I am distracted or not. I am now extra blind and blurry in my left eye no matter how clean the lens is, but I am still good in my right eye, not because its a new lens, but because its clean without scratches, was put in properly and the axis on it is updated and perfect so no matter what happens I should be able to see out of it…. I finally fixed the notepads and handles so that my glasses don’t fall all the time… I also saw new $8 frames at the Wal Mar which I really liked… the $30 Frame I saw before wasn’t there anymore…good for me for waiting… If I get any job the first thing I will do is either replace or buy brand new as many times as I need to until I am happy or at least somewhat satisfied with what I get, how it works and how it fits me and my low low budget… and those are my updates. Gonna send this to my doctor to see what he says I should do about this… maybe he can help me out with some advice and talk some sense into those guys… they still haven’t been informed of what they did but I’m sure I’ll let them know… by the next day… alright. The text trails off here. 

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April 20, 2014

Sunday

Great day with my friends, Steve and his Family. Had a happy Easter. Did not keep Kosher for Passover so I wouldn’t starve and die. Took half Mirtazapine, had a better day. Backup  Glasses worked better than Wal Mart ones.  Had a few Changes with the Rubber Bands. Helped a friend’s Aunt with computer, by uninstalling and fixing up her laptop, got $20. We were at Grandmas in Penndel. Lots of Food. Watched Hockey. Flyers won. Boston won. Statring Job at DPC at the Impact Store tomorrow. Orientation is day 1. Hope I do well. Danny needs a new pair of backup glasses ASAP. Danny is making Money and having lots of progress in his life right now. Back to semi normal as far as sickness and depression. Better is good. I can get by day by day. Had Picnic outside, it was awesome. That is all I did today. As soon as I stopped being distracted at home it all came back. Oy vey, I hate it when that happens. Still better. oh well. need to shower and shave for tomorrow, among other things. This blog is about to end now… its over… we’re breaking up… bye.

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April 22, 2014

Tuesday

First official day at work. Went well. Glasses kept falling. The day will go on. Put lots of stickers and labels on stuff that needed to sell and go out to the stores. Easy job, no sweat. Making money is fun.