Are you a dementor? Because you just took my breath away.
You know, the Sorting Hat placed me in Gryffindor. I think it's because like Godric Gryffindor himself, I too have an impressive sword.
I'm just like Oliver Wood, baby... i'm a KEEPER.
One night with me and they'll be calling you MOANING Myrtle.
Did you survive Avada Kedavra? 'Cause you're drop dead gorgeous.
I'd like to get my basilisk into your chamber of secrets
Are you using the Confundus charm or are you just naturally mind blowing?
Without you I feel like I'm in Azkaban and dementors are sucking away my soul.
Cho Chang? More like Cha-Ching! Cause I just hit the jackpot.
if I were to look into the Mirror of Erised, I'd see the two of us together.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Bible Verses 2
Psalm 31:9-16 (New International Version)
9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and my body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my affliction, [a]
and my bones grow weak.
11 Because of all my enemies,
I am the utter contempt of my neighbors;
I am a dread to my friends—
those who see me on the street flee from me.
12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead;
I have become like broken pottery.
13 For I hear the slander of many;
there is terror on every side;
they conspire against me
and plot to take my life.
14 But I trust in you, O LORD;
I say, "You are my God."
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
16 Let your face shine on your servant;
save me in your unfailing love.
***
Psalm 13
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
***
"So flee youthful passions and pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace along with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart." 2 Timothy 2:22
***
"We who are strong have an obligation to bear with the failings of the weak, and not to please ourselves." Romans 15:1
***
"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him." James 1:5
***
Isaiah 57:21 "There is no peace," says my God, "for the wicked."
***
Psalm 51:12 Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and sustain me with a willing spirit.
***
1 Thessalonians 5:11 Therefore encourage one another and build up one another, just as you also are doing.
***
James 1:2-7
Trials and Temptations
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord;
***
Luke 6:27-30
27"But I say to you who hear, (A)love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,
28bless those who curse you, (B)pray for those who mistreat you.
***
Acts 13:10
"You are a child of the devil and an enemy of everything that is right! You are full of all kinds of deceit and trickery. Will you never stop perverting the right ways of the Lord?
***
1 Timothy 1:5
The purpose of my instruction is that all believers would be filled with love that comes from a pure heart, a clear conscience, and genuine faith"
***
Jermiah 29:11-12 NLT
For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. 13 If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.
***
John 3:21
But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God
***
Proverbs 31:8-9
Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,
for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy.
***
James 4:7
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
***
Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
***
Psalm 141
A psalm of David.
1 O LORD, I call to you; come quickly to me.
Hear my voice when I call to you.
2 May my prayer be set before you like incense;
may the lifting up of my hands be like the evening sacrifice.
3 Set a guard over my mouth, O LORD;
keep watch over the door of my lips.
4 Let not my heart be drawn to what is evil,
to take part in wicked deeds
with men who are evildoers;
let me not eat of their delicacies.
***
Matthew 6:34
So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.
***
Philippians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
***
Psalm 142:4
Look to the right and see; For there is no one who regards me; There is no escape for me; No one cares for my soul.
***
Isaiah 40:31
But those who hope in the LORD
Will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
They will run and not grow weary,
They will walk and not be faint.
***
Proverbs 4:23
Above all else, guard your heart,
For it is the wellspring of life.
9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and my body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my affliction, [a]
and my bones grow weak.
11 Because of all my enemies,
I am the utter contempt of my neighbors;
I am a dread to my friends—
those who see me on the street flee from me.
12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead;
I have become like broken pottery.
13 For I hear the slander of many;
there is terror on every side;
they conspire against me
and plot to take my life.
14 But I trust in you, O LORD;
I say, "You are my God."
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
16 Let your face shine on your servant;
save me in your unfailing love.
***
Psalm 13
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
***
"So flee youthful passions and pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace along with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart." 2 Timothy 2:22
***
"We who are strong have an obligation to bear with the failings of the weak, and not to please ourselves." Romans 15:1
***
"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him." James 1:5
***
Isaiah 57:21 "There is no peace," says my God, "for the wicked."
***
Psalm 51:12 Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and sustain me with a willing spirit.
***
1 Thessalonians 5:11 Therefore encourage one another and build up one another, just as you also are doing.
***
James 1:2-7
Trials and Temptations
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord;
***
Luke 6:27-30
27"But I say to you who hear, (A)love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,
28bless those who curse you, (B)pray for those who mistreat you.
***
Acts 13:10
"You are a child of the devil and an enemy of everything that is right! You are full of all kinds of deceit and trickery. Will you never stop perverting the right ways of the Lord?
***
1 Timothy 1:5
The purpose of my instruction is that all believers would be filled with love that comes from a pure heart, a clear conscience, and genuine faith"
***
Jermiah 29:11-12 NLT
For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. 13 If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.
***
John 3:21
But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God
***
Proverbs 31:8-9
Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,
for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy.
***
James 4:7
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
***
Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
***
Psalm 141
A psalm of David.
1 O LORD, I call to you; come quickly to me.
Hear my voice when I call to you.
2 May my prayer be set before you like incense;
may the lifting up of my hands be like the evening sacrifice.
3 Set a guard over my mouth, O LORD;
keep watch over the door of my lips.
4 Let not my heart be drawn to what is evil,
to take part in wicked deeds
with men who are evildoers;
let me not eat of their delicacies.
***
Matthew 6:34
So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.
***
Philippians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
***
Psalm 142:4
Look to the right and see; For there is no one who regards me; There is no escape for me; No one cares for my soul.
***
Isaiah 40:31
But those who hope in the LORD
Will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
They will run and not grow weary,
They will walk and not be faint.
***
Proverbs 4:23
Above all else, guard your heart,
For it is the wellspring of life.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Rough Draft Of Ideas For Next Blog.
Reciprocation of good deeds.
Over welcoming / over staying people at places.
Feelings that I am becoming a freeloader.
Self gratitude.
Trying to have a friendship without trying too hard.
Obsessive compulsive issues.
Not making eye contact, being anxious and worried, no self confidence.
Walking out of the room and not coming back in for long periods of time.
My relationship level with BJS.
My pursuit of happiness.
Computer taunts me to do things.
Car rides on Monday nights.
4th of July going off in my head.
"is finally realizing that I can't rely on PEOPLE to fill my needs... only God can truly fill me. I've heard this a million times, but I think it's finally hit me.... oh Lord, I need to let go."
Over welcoming / over staying people at places.
Feelings that I am becoming a freeloader.
Self gratitude.
Trying to have a friendship without trying too hard.
Obsessive compulsive issues.
Not making eye contact, being anxious and worried, no self confidence.
Walking out of the room and not coming back in for long periods of time.
My relationship level with BJS.
My pursuit of happiness.
Computer taunts me to do things.
Car rides on Monday nights.
4th of July going off in my head.
"is finally realizing that I can't rely on PEOPLE to fill my needs... only God can truly fill me. I've heard this a million times, but I think it's finally hit me.... oh Lord, I need to let go."
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
EMOTION.
*The title is named after the song "Emotion" by: Calendar For Preston.*
I'm having a midlife crisis and I don't like it. This is my story.
Have you ever had a time in your life where you felt that you just could not do something? What about a time when you felt you weren't doing enough to make the "good friend" status? And have you felt like you have been getting signs from god to exclude yourself from certain things, to the extent that other people will do it for you? I think that I have been getting that all week due to me getting up for a minute or two and coming back to find out that some stranger takes my seat, right there in front of me leaving me aggravated and discouraged.
I feel certain friends are really not that thrilled to talk to me anymore. I feel some people are trying to ignore me like skipping my seat when handing out things. Also people tend to ignore my talking to myself a lot. I try to keep talking as much as I can because I don't want any awkward silences. I don't want to confront them because I know are relationships are perfectly fine. I know my friends are there for me and I want to be there for them. I was one of their first friends, I have made them friends with my other friends on facebook and in person. When I see a wall post that people were clearly hanging out and not inviting me I get depressed, and then I think that it is okay, but I should have tried harder to invite them to hang out, it always seems to be on a Tuesday, when I have a long day at school and am too tired to do most of the things I usually do. I rush to eat dinner and then that slows me down because I have to work off the calories later after I digest. I feel fat, overweight, and occasionally out of shape. Next week I will try again and see how it goes. I've been feeling self conscious about myself being weird around people weather its walking around or trying to constantly sit next to them. I feel like I can be a creep sometimes.
Another example would be that I feel the need to talk to people about my feelings and other problems and others don't have time to listen. I still would like to talk to someone about my issues and so far my friend *M* is the only one I really had a chance to tell. Many people know that I am having trouble with my life, one of them is my friend *R* because he is also going through a tough time. These past two months I have been seeing people break up and get themselves into situations where they don't want to be. I feel what they are going through and it hurts me a lot. I've been kinda "meh" all week.
*I lost my train of thought right about here* *If anything else comes to mind I'll add it later*
I'm also not doing well in school.
Weather has been nice all week.
I did not miss the bus this week.
My vision seems to be working.
I got to visit ESL cafe today.
Some of my good friends from Thrive / school that I haven't seen in a while came to Thrive Monday night.
I got to tell the girl I like how I felt about her.
I haven't gotten sick for a while
I have been provided many resources.
I enjoyed writing this blog. Now I feel a little better.
I'm having a midlife crisis and I don't like it. This is my story.
Have you ever had a time in your life where you felt that you just could not do something? What about a time when you felt you weren't doing enough to make the "good friend" status? And have you felt like you have been getting signs from god to exclude yourself from certain things, to the extent that other people will do it for you? I think that I have been getting that all week due to me getting up for a minute or two and coming back to find out that some stranger takes my seat, right there in front of me leaving me aggravated and discouraged.
I feel certain friends are really not that thrilled to talk to me anymore. I feel some people are trying to ignore me like skipping my seat when handing out things. Also people tend to ignore my talking to myself a lot. I try to keep talking as much as I can because I don't want any awkward silences. I don't want to confront them because I know are relationships are perfectly fine. I know my friends are there for me and I want to be there for them. I was one of their first friends, I have made them friends with my other friends on facebook and in person. When I see a wall post that people were clearly hanging out and not inviting me I get depressed, and then I think that it is okay, but I should have tried harder to invite them to hang out, it always seems to be on a Tuesday, when I have a long day at school and am too tired to do most of the things I usually do. I rush to eat dinner and then that slows me down because I have to work off the calories later after I digest. I feel fat, overweight, and occasionally out of shape. Next week I will try again and see how it goes. I've been feeling self conscious about myself being weird around people weather its walking around or trying to constantly sit next to them. I feel like I can be a creep sometimes.
Another example would be that I feel the need to talk to people about my feelings and other problems and others don't have time to listen. I still would like to talk to someone about my issues and so far my friend *M* is the only one I really had a chance to tell. Many people know that I am having trouble with my life, one of them is my friend *R* because he is also going through a tough time. These past two months I have been seeing people break up and get themselves into situations where they don't want to be. I feel what they are going through and it hurts me a lot. I've been kinda "meh" all week.
*I lost my train of thought right about here* *If anything else comes to mind I'll add it later*
I'm also not doing well in school.
Weather has been nice all week.
I did not miss the bus this week.
My vision seems to be working.
I got to visit ESL cafe today.
Some of my good friends from Thrive / school that I haven't seen in a while came to Thrive Monday night.
I got to tell the girl I like how I felt about her.
I haven't gotten sick for a while
I have been provided many resources.
I enjoyed writing this blog. Now I feel a little better.
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