Letter To J

Dear J,
J… we need to talk about some things… they are building up again. And you are mostly in the nucleus of it. I feel there is tension between us, and once again am attempting to check in with you, and talk about it. Honestly, I am a little antsy with some things that I see are happening. I don’t want to exaggerate those things, or blow the situation out of proportion but I feel it needs to be discussed. I should probably think before I speak because I’m a big coward and a pessimist when it comes to these things. I am afraid that projectile vomit would come from my mouth so I keep it shut most of the time. “The ball is in your court” – J told me that once. Speaking of J, I’m not interested. But I would like a truce so I don’t have to dislike her so much when she comes around, so much that I put in my status in the worst way possible. I don't like being stuck on hating her forever.